Dear former bestfriend,
I hope that you’re genuinely good. Since you’ve been gone it has not been easy in the slightest. But I want to say thank you. Even though it broke my heart into a million pieces when you left. I want to say thank you. Even though I miss you every waking minute of everyday, I want to say thank you. Thank you for inspiring me to face the things I use to be scared of. You make me want to be a better person. You make me want to work on myself. And even though doing this without you by my side is one of the hardest things I have ever had to do. I’m doing it. And I wish you could see me and watch me slowly turn into a new person, but you’re not here. I just hope you’re proud of me.
I’m not mad, or angry. I’m just in a lot of pain. But what’s the sun without a little rain, right? I once told you I could conquer the world with just one hand as long as you were holding the other one. And now all I have is the thought of you holding it. But I will still conquer the world. No matter where you are, I will stay strong and stand tall (Well tall-ish, you will always be 2 inches taller) because I know you wouldn’t want to see me fall and have no one there to catch me. Whenever the “once in a blue moon” success happens I will always think of you first because you are my biggest inspiration and I want you to be proud of me. But I want you to keep going too. I want you to win everything even though I can’t be there to celebrate with you. I want you to love yourself, I want you to be yourself and love doing it. Be the light that you have always wanted to see in the world. You can and will change the world. You have everything that you could ever need inside of you, but you already know that. I told that every single chance I got. I hope you remember my words when you feel alone. I hope you remember all the words I told you when you were down on yourself and fighting the demons inside your head. And I hope you’ll find the strength to pick yourself back up if you ever fall. I know you can. And I know you will. The person that I saw inside of you can handle anything that comes your way. You’re strong, you’re intelligent, you’re wonderful, you’re perfectly imperfect. You could move mountains if you wanted to, and so much more beyond your wildest dreams. You should believe in yourself, because not only do I believe in you, so does everyone else. And no matter what happens, no matter what you do, no matter where you are in the world, and no matter where I am. I will always, ALWAYS love you. And that will never change. Maybe you are the sun and I am the moon but even they can be seen together in the same sky sometimes, until we meet again. Take care my love.
Sincerely,
Your former bestfriend
Angels in the stars 